I’ve had a number as well and one at 10.5 weeks which was v hard but I would do it again for the chance of another baby if it was in my hands. The pull of wanting another is very strong regardless of the difficult journey we’ve had.I've had 7 they are very tough but all mine were early losses. Aine lost one at 11 weeks and said she got to hold his body. I think that would break me.