Wish I found this thread sooner! I’m a terrible insomniac; going through early-ish menopause is not helping, as well as living with chronic pain and PTSD.
I can fall asleep okay, more out of sheer exhaustion but as soon as I wake (normally after 4/5 hours sleep) that’s it. No more sleep. My mind runs rampant at th point too... start getting flashbacks of when I was really unwell, guilt from things I had no control over... not a good cycle to be in.
I’ve been up since 4.30am today; today is particularly difficult for me as it marks the anniversary of my mums death.
I envy people who can sleep soundly!
I can fall asleep okay, more out of sheer exhaustion but as soon as I wake (normally after 4/5 hours sleep) that’s it. No more sleep. My mind runs rampant at th point too... start getting flashbacks of when I was really unwell, guilt from things I had no control over... not a good cycle to be in.
I’ve been up since 4.30am today; today is particularly difficult for me as it marks the anniversary of my mums death.
I envy people who can sleep soundly!