Aww, that’s an unexpected comment to hear! Thank you so much. I’m definitely not a psychologist! I do like reading up on stuff though. My previous relationships ended because we were incompatible/drifted apart. I never purposefully dated before, and it’s led me into a whole host of new terms - love bombing, for one! Working out my ex, in all likelihood, had a fearful avoidant attachment style made a massive difference to me. It helped me find peace, because it told me for sure it was nothing to do with me - we were always going to end because of his fears. He did, to be fair, say it was him, and nothing at all to do with me. One of the few honest things to come out of his trap. It gave me the answer to my confusion, not because it suited me to think this about him, but because it’s the only thing that actually fitted with what happened and the blindsiding way it came crashing down out of nowhere. There were a lot of factors that led me to this conclusion.
People say to move on and forget. Easier said than done when you wanted to be with someone, your head is spinning and you just want to understand why it came crashing down so quickly. Sometimes we need to find an answer (more so when they can’t give it to you) in order to move on, close the door, and to try not to repeat the same situation.
Thank you for your comments about holidaying alone - I will brave it! Adrienne’s channel is brilliant, so thanks for reminding me about her!
I’m so sorry. No wonder you feel upset. People do strange things at Christmas/New Year. They reflect on their life, their past loves, where they’re at with their lives and so on. They may get in touch with an ex. Even rekindle things. They may decide they want to find someone else. Then they decide they don’t. They want to block out the loneliness. Then they think they’re better off single.
They are incredibly rude and selfish to do this to you, but it really is them and not you. Better you see this guy for who he is now. Can’t even politely cancel the date with you. Gutless and selfish. We’ve probably all got similar stories. It happened to me in the summer. He’d arranged a date with me. Then went quiet on the day. He blocked me as I was typing a message to him. I had to laugh at this 39 year old guy having the maturity of a 15 year old! He clearly wasn’t over the ex he’d mentioned in our chats.
I think being strung along is a clue to the person being unsure/confused about what they want. You’re more in control than you think. Walk away or at least mentally detach when men show these signs in the future. Please don’t be hard on yourself, it’s just a couple of wrong ‘uns! You deserve, and will find, better.