When I look back a year ago, and beyond she seemed in a much better place mentally. Nothing like the strange videos and posts we get now on her Instagram, why were her videos much more normal a year ago and now theyāre all so scripted and she seems incredibly anxious. Itās sad, as her older videos with her boys were lovely to watch, they werenāt even that long ago. Whoās forcing her to post the things she does now? Sheās in a long term relationship too, they seem pretty happy, itās all so confusing.