My on off boyfriend and father of my children broke up with me last week. The relationship was toxic in that we hardly ever got on, our values were different, we had differing interests and incompatible ways of communicating but we were both clinging on after 10 years of the same drama hoping for a miracle I suppose.
I feel wretched now though. I miss him, or perhaps I'm just lonely, I don't know. I've got myself into a sad place where I'm the wrong side of 37 with two young children and I can't see how I will ever meet anyone decent who wants me and finally find that happily ever after I long for.
I guess I'm after seeing if anyone else feels like this or if anyone has a nice story about finding love at this age after feeling like this that will give me some hope that it might happen for me
I feel wretched now though. I miss him, or perhaps I'm just lonely, I don't know. I've got myself into a sad place where I'm the wrong side of 37 with two young children and I can't see how I will ever meet anyone decent who wants me and finally find that happily ever after I long for.
I guess I'm after seeing if anyone else feels like this or if anyone has a nice story about finding love at this age after feeling like this that will give me some hope that it might happen for me