Obviously it’s nonsense word salad, but it’s so revealing when you break apart the way she writes.
For a start the whole ‘‘men come and go as they please’’ is so repulsively passive, it makes me a bit sick. It’s not the first time she’s phrased it that way. She literally thinks that she has played no fault in her relationships failing, that men left her randomly without good reason. And that by simply existing she deserves an unconditional partnership. Beckie that’s not how any of this works. What’s the word for a woman incel? Because that’s literally her.
And her fixation once again on ‘passing the markers’… she knows well and good that random milestones like owning a house are useless without social connection, joy, contentment in life. But still uses them to reconcile the fact she’s failed with all of the important stuff. The irony is she didn’t even buy her own house, her parents did.
It’s like ‘’Unfortunately I don’t have a boyfriend as they keep leaving me, no idea why. However I do have this house I worked hard for independently. And by that I mean my parents bought it for me after I wasted several years of elite education. Anyway… feminism but only when it centres me
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