I am at work and thought i will do somethings nice for him, i had a box of different pastries delivered to our house an hour ago from a nice bakery. they phoned me and said he chased them away and threw the box away. I am so embarrassed, we life in a fancy house and area, and i am emotionally so tired of the bullying and constant fear. Everyone in office went home, and i am sitting here to scared to go home. I struggle to understand that someone/anyone can be so hard, so angry. It is bottled up inside me, and my only sharing is on here. What the duck am i doing.