Oh my god. I don’t know if we’re still supposed to comment on here, but I’ve only found out about this this week. I used to talk to Amy on instagram. Though I work in a completely different field now, I have a background in photography and always admired her work. We used to talk every once in a while before I knew about the story with that YouTuber. Once the story came out, she kept re/deactivating her accounts, making new ones, deleting, y’all know the gist. We lost touch, not only because of the back and forth with her accounts, but simply because I didn’t agree with what she’d done (obviously). I never confronted her about it, I just didn’t follow anymore. Years had passed since.
A couple days ago, I don’t know why, I thought about her and was wondering what she was up to, if she got better, still doing photography. I was shocked to see her last post, but like others have said, this wasn’t the first time. When I saw how long ago it was though, my heart sank. I tried to figure out whether anyone knew more and sadly ended up here. Even though there’s evidence being posted on here, I’m still hoping, quite irrationally I’ll admit, that somehow she’s ok. I’ve had a couple of sleepless nights since, I can’t explain why. I didn’t know her irl, but there’s something so eerie about this.
She hurt people, but I was hoping for a different outcome for her. This is so so sad.